forever till forever meets no end

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @7:55 PM

twilight is the best. in my opinion its almost on par with harry potter. like honestly, the story line i really good (: now i know how irina, claire, RACHEL sim can read it non- stop. i can't wait to get my hands on new moon and eclispe now (:

whatever. i'm not in the best of moods. in other words, i'm drowning in stress, depression again.

in my honest opinion, this year has been one fraught with so many major set backs. i think i don't have to elaborate. lets just say now, more bad things have poured into my life. it could get worse. i don't know why i'm complaining now.

i'm disappointing loads of people. and face it, its gonna get worse. maybe i should just come out of denial and come to terms with the fact that my life just sucks.

this half of the year has been by far much worse. actually, on second thoughts maybe not. fine different aspects. in terms of disappointment, term 1 and 2 pales in comparison to term 3 alone.

maths paper. apparently alot of people failed. if people who normally pass maths fail, i don't need to look at my paper to know i probably failed damn badly. doesn't take a genius to figure that out.

god knows why i'm suddenly bombarding my blog with a long emo post. my blog was kinda rid of this kind of emoness for awhile. and now its back.
i need limjie. i still remember what she said to me before competition.
" smile later during competition or you owe me ben and jerry's. focus on gym, the world can wait."

"the world can wait" i wonder how long i can evade all the problems in my life.

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
jesus take the wheel.